I found out yesterday that I did not get a job I had interviewed for that I really wanted. I know and trust that God has a plan for me for something better but in my human wisdom (or foolishness) it seemed like the perfect job, location, salary and the timing couldn’t have been more perfect. All the signs that God was opening this door for me and provide a way for me to get back on track financially. This month is the beginning of the serious phone calls when I tell the government and the state that I cannot cover my monthly automatic deductions. I was so hoping and praying for a solution that would come in time to avoid these phone calls.
This calls attention again, to my daily exercise of being grateful every day for something. Because no matter how bad it seems to get, I KNOW there are countless daily blessings that are escaping my notice. And this is because I have allowed myself to focus on the wrong things. So today I reference 1 Thessalonians 5:18, “give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.” I think I will make an art project out of this verse today and will share it later on.
But back to the exercise, today I am grateful for my daughter and my pets who live with me, a home with walls to protect me from the 19 degrees weather outside (I know some homeless people who have to endure these temperatures with no shelter at all), enough wood left for one more fire which transforms the house, and we have plenty of blankets and food for us and the pets for the next few days. And since I am not working I have plenty of time for art and catching up on my Bible study and Udemy classes.